THE WAVES
and Susan and Rhoda. This is only here ; this is only now.
Now we lie under the currant bushes and every time the
breeze stirs we are mottled all over. My hand is like a snake’s
skin. My knees are pink floating islands. Your face is
like an apple tree netted under.”
“The heat is going,” said Bernard, “from the Jungle.
The leaves flap black wings over us. Miss Curry has blown
her whistle on the terrace. We must creep out from the
awning of the currant leaves and stand upright. ‘There are
twigs in your hair, Jinny. There is a green caterpillar on
your neck. We must form, two by two. Miss Curry is
taking us for a brisk walk, while Miss Hudson sits at her
desk settling her accounts.”
“It is dull,” said Jinny, “ walking along the high road
with no windows to look at, with no bleared eyes of blue
glass let into the pavement.”
“ We must form into pairs,” said Susan, “and walk in
order, not shuffling our feet, not lagging, with Louis going
first to lead us, because Louis is alert and not a wool-
gatherer.”
“ Since I am supposed,” said Neville, “ to be too delicate
to go with them, since I get so easily tired and then am sick,
I will use this hour of solitude, this reprieve from con-
versation, to coast round the putlieus of the house and
recover. if I can, by standing on the same stair half-way
up the landing, what I felt when I heard about the dead man
through the swing-door last night when cook was shoving
in and out the dampers. He was found with his throat
cut. The apple-trec leaves became fixed in the sky; the
moon glared; 1 was unable to lift my foot up the stair.
He was found in the gutter. His blood gurgled down the
gutter. His jowl was white as a dead codfish. I shall call
this stricture, this rigidity, ¢ death among the apple trees’
for ever. There were the floating, pale-grey clouds; and
the immitigable tree; the implacable tree with its greaved
silver bark. The ripple of my life was unavailing. I was
unable to pass by. There was an obstacle. ‘I cannot
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