THE WAVES
surmount this unintelligible obstacle,” I said. And the others
passed on. But we are doomed, all of us, by the apple trees,
by the immitigable tree which we cannot pass.
“ Now the stricture and rigidity are over; and I will
continue to make my survey of the purlieus of the house
in the late afternoon, in the sunset, when the sun makes
oleaginous spots on the linoleum, and a crack of light kneels
on the wall, making the chair legs look broken.”
“1 saw Florrie in the kitchen garden,” said Susan, “ as we
came back from our walk, with the washing blown out
round her, the pyjamas, the drawers, the night-gowns blown
tight. And Ernest kissed her. He was in his green baize
apron, cleaning silver; and his mouth was sucked like a
purse in wrinkles and he seized her with the pyjamas blown
out hard between them. He was blind as a bull, and she
swooned in anguish, only little veins streaking her white
cheeks red. Now though they pass plates of bread and
butter and cups of milk at tea-time I see a crack in the earth
and hot steam hisses up ; and the urn roars as Ernest roared,
and I am blown out hard like the pyjamas, even while my
teeth meet in the soft bread and butter, and I lap the sweet
milk. I am not afraid of heat, nor of the frozen winter.
Rhoda dreams, sucking a crust soaked in milk; Louis
regards the wall opposite with snail-green eyes; Bernard
moulds his bread into pellets and calls them ° people.’
Neville with his clean and decisive ways has finished. He
has rolled his napkin and slipped it through the silver ring.
Jinny spins her fingers on the table-cloth, as if they were
dancing in the sunshine, pirouetting. But I am not afraid
of the heat or of the frozen winter.”
“ Now,” said Louis, “ we all rise ; we all stand up. Miss
Curry spreads wide the black book on the harmonium.
It is difficult not to weep as we sing, as we pray that God
may keep us safe while we sleep, calling ourselves little
children. When we are sad and trembling with appre
hension it is sweet to sing together, leaning slightly, I towards
Susan, Susan towards Bernard, clasping hands, afraid of
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